So, tomorrow will be workout #3 in the new regime. I am still crazy nervous and a bit scared of it. But as I have said before, this journey is about more than just weight loss, it's also about facing my fears. And even though my new workouts scare me and occasionally make me feel a bit incompetent and even weak, I trust Tye. I trust the direction that he is taking me. Even if it scares me, I am going to keep going in and keep giving him as much as I have in me to give. The pain has not improved so far even with Advil. I am scheduled to see Jeremy again in a week and I refuse to call and make an earlier appointment. I need to adjust to this new workout and unless I am having severe pain, I am just going to suck it up. (At least as much as I can!)

Tomorrow morning, I will go into the gym and be prepared for whatever Tye throws at me. If I feel like I am going to puke, I will have him grab the trash can, puke and (hopefully) keep going. I think some of the puking feeling might be from my nerves being all wrung up about the workouts. I need to let the stress and fear go and just give in to what is in store. I know that this is what I need right now and as much as it feels insane and scary, it's the right way to go. So, today, I am giving up this fear and uncertainty about this new workout plan. I am going to go in with a positive attitude and a willingness to work and hopefully, I will start to get some renewed energy back.

Other than that, not too much going on. Just a normal week for me. I am finishing up laundry and I may end up pulling out the Christmas decorations this week. I normally do not put up my tree until after Thanksgiving but I am feeling like putting it up early this year. I guess I want the happy Christmas season feeling. I have been listening to a ton of Trans-Siberian Orchestra and not even their Christmas stuff. I love them and I am super excited about seeing them in concert at the end of this month!

Anyways, that's about it. Heading off to bed in a little bit!! I will definitely need a good night's sleep for tomorrow!!